First post

         

        I'm just gonna tell y'all a little bit more about me. I like to talk a lot (or type a lot, in this matter). Ok so first thing's first. My name's Erica H. I reside in Texas. I'm only a wee freshman. I'm 14. I like to draw (a LOT) and sing. (Even tho I'm always WAY off key!) Now, here's where it starts to get real personal. I have depression. I was diagnosed with chronic depression around October of last year, 2015. I am currently taking Zoloft for it and so far it's been ok, but it could be better. I also have struggled with self harm habits and severe anxiety. Yeah, I'm a real fuck up aren't I? Anyway, on a happier note, I have a wonderful boyfriend. We've been dating since the 21st of May of 2015, and he has a been a great guy towards me. Anyway, enough bragging lol. Another thing. I believe I may be gender fluid, and bi. AND BEFORE ANYONE SAYS ANYTHING ABOUT "MAYBE", I am only saying maybe because I feel like it. I have not told anyone yet. I'm afraid of how they'll react and how they'll treat afterwards. I also definitely DO NOT wanna tell my boyfriend. He'll probably freak and leave. It's hard. It's difficult. But I trudge through all this shit and live on. Somehow.